Moving On (Downfall 2011)

How could I really move on? How can I ever forget a person I chose to be with my dreams? Our relationship turned to be nothing and the promises were truly broken. It was been hard because even though I still wanted to fight for us but it was painful to hold on for him because he himself surrendered. It was hard for me all of those things past when he left because he changed me a lot. My only world turned around him.

I thought the guy like him wouldn't hurt me. Everything about him seemed to be a lie. I thought I couldn't really move on. I thought I couldn't be happy but I become happier today. I tolerated all those pain. I let the pain be my passion.

One time, I once committed suicide but I didn't succeed. until I reached the point that I even lost my appetite in eating. The more I think of the love we had, the more I was stricken  by the pain it brought. Before, I am bitter, but now - I am better.I burnt all the things he gave to me and hid all the things which made me remember him. I didn't lose hope and besides there are my family, my friends and mostly Almighty God.

I changed myself. I gain more friends. I spent my time with them. I used to be busy myself reading. I'm better off without him. I survived and I feel so alive right now. Let ourselves keep away from people who try to be little our ambitions. Small people always do that.